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[28 Apr 2008|10:51pm] |
hello all.
i'm really sick right now. and either i am sleeping for hours on end, or i cannot sleep a wink. it's no bueno. i have this ridiculous cough that's hurting my throat so bad. it's grand
anyways, this weekend was perfect.
everyone stayed at elizabeth's house, because her dad wasn't in town and we just had a weekend long party, with too much beer, and not enough sober people. infact i think elizabeth was the only sober one both nights. hahah. oh well. friday night was bad for me, i barely remember a thing, except i lost something, and i'm never going to get it back. shit happens though, i don't regret a thing.
i have a new crush. i think he is the sweetest thing since peach pie!
( alot of photos. )
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[29 Mar 2008|03:59pm] |
my brother is in the army.
and he's being shipped out to afghanistan.
it's really been killin me lately when i think about it. i mean, he isn't on the frontline or anything, but still it scares the shit out of me. he is my brother. i've known him for seventeen years, i've lived with him all my life, and to lose him, would kill me. i would never be able to be normal again.
everyone keeps saying, "jessica think of the positive" but i mean what positivity comes out of this situation? i mean yes, he is serving our country, which is awesome. don't get me wrong.
maybe i'm being selfish, but i want my brother here. where i know he is safe.
i just watched kellie pickler's uso diary on gac, and it made me so sad. i couldn't help but cry.
but you know its okay. god never gives me something that i can't handle. it will only make me stronger in the long run. i have never been very religious, i believe in jesus christ and everything. but i keep finding myself praying more than anything. and all my wishes that i would wish on a star, or at 11:11 have all changed to being wishes for my brother.
i just love him so much.
i have never been so scared in my life for anything.
keep him in your prayers<3
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[27 Mar 2008|04:48pm] |
it's been awhile.
i don't really feel like updating, nor do i have the time.
i just wish everything felt normal.
i wish we could all sit down, drink a couple beers and laugh and have fun. i really didn't think it would be this fucking hard. i don't know whether its me or someone else, but they're making this feel impossible to fix. and quite frankly, i hope that you're happy, or i'm happy? now i've confused myself.
what a good life jessssssssca.
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| Next Big Thing 7 |
[03 Dec 2007|08:41pm] |
Nina and myself got to Tampa around 9:45ish. Waited in line until about 10:30 and ran to the barricade like a pack of cattle. Ridiculous, but yaknow, i have that kind of dedication. From there on it was waiting. Seven hours of waiting. For peemore.
First was the almost, it was my fifth time seeing them, and although i do love me some aaron, i didn't feel like he was singing quite as well as he had before. But he made an amazing speech, which we got on video.
Second was silversun pickups, who i'm not really into, but i admire the music they make. Truley original. The lead singer went around the whole stadium which i though was really cool of him.
Third, Against me! Fucking amazing. If you missed them, you missed out. They had the whole crowd going, and they never seem to upset me.
Fourth was Flyleaf. Oh man, ohman. I wasn't that excited to see them, but I was absolutely floored. The emotion that woman puts into her music. I felt it. I was in tears by the end of her set. I didn't expect that at all.
Fifth Coheed and Cambria. I don't like their music, but he can rip on the guitar.
Sixth Paramore. So worth seven hours of being crushed against the barricade. Honostly, words cannot explain it. It was perfection. Nina, me and these two other girls knew every part to head bang, dance, and scream too. I have never put so much into a concert before. My neck hurts so bad from all the dancing. But i mean c'mon, obviously we were the ones she was talking to about the "signature tampa dance moves" Pointing and all. So gooood =]
Seventh Chevelle. Holy shit. I only caught the last two songs, but they blew me away. I'll deffinately invest more time into listening to them more often.
Eighth Angels and Airwaves. Besides the fact that Tom was very, very drunk, he said something about being yourself, and not giving a fuck about what anyone else thinks, and "for the next three minutes you better just fucking give it your all" something along those lines, made me think. And his dance moves were really ridiculous bahahahah
Ninth Rise Against, i didn't really watch them much, i sat down and chilled, but from what i saw, they had the crowd going like mad.
Tenth Jimmy Eat World. Oh my damn. I don't even know what to say. Again, I was floored. And sang my heart out like there's no tomorrow.
Eleventh The fucking Used. I had no energy left, but they still managed to get me to get my ass up for them, and break my way to the barricade. Bert McCracken is still my fucking hero. And i swear i fall back in-love with him every time. He has this dirty, rotten i-dont-give-a-fuck attitude that gets to me. He makes me love rock and roll. And music. He brought up all these girls to dance onstage, and if it wasn't for the drumhead i was carrying i'd be up there in four seconds. Anyways there was a seven year old-ish girl up there and he got on his knees and sang to her. Perfection. I don't know what else to say, i mean what is more perfect than that. Please picture that in your head right now.
Overall, i was very, very impressed with Next Big Thing 7. I went to the 1st, and 4th, but this one as deffinately the best. Worth $400 for tickets, brusies all up and down my knees, and arms, and i will for sure be there next year. Depending on the line up of course.
Anyways, here are ( pictures. )
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| 10/30/07 |
[30 Oct 2007|09:42pm] |
+dying my hair on the 3rd!
+tomorrow is halloween, alice in wonderland.
-i'm not able to be healthy anymore.
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| I havn't updated in almost two months. |
[12 Oct 2007|10:55pm] |
Hiiii. I havn't updated in forever, so i decided i would. Let's start off with the general: i'm in good health (apart from my horrendous sore throat, due to singing), my family is all safe, and i (still) have amazing friends. My brother left for the army, but i'm going up to see him in south carolina this tuesday through sunday. I'm excited. I miss him so much, plus the weather will be so nice!
I'd like to think i've changed for the better in these past two months, i fell for a boy, but then realized, that i really just fell in love with the thought of being with someone, and not him himself. I have a very different outlook on many things. I let god in. I've changed my ways of handling situations, and i've learned that that way to be happy, and live a carefree life, is to smile, and live every day to the fullest.
So please do that.
( Pictures, ofcourse! )
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[19 Aug 2007|01:25pm] |
I feel like i should scream at the top of my lungs at how happy i am.
Although there isn't a need, or the time. I havn't been this happy in awhile.
Tomorrow starts a new year of school. This year's gonna be the year, i feel it.
I can't eat lately, and when i do, i hurt.
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| warped tour |
[23 Jul 2007|08:03pm] |
Long time no update, i know.
Life has thrown some pretty unexpected turns at me lately. Im faced with alot of really ackward situations. My phone broke during warped tour, because i'm retarded and left it in my back pack while it was raining, and i'm sure you can figure out the rest. I'm getting a wii soon. And a sidekick i believe, not too sure though. Ewebb just left my house and i wrote hairyballs on her car to cheer her up. I think it worked.
( Anyways pictures... )
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| fghjikl; |
[16 May 2007|07:05am] |
Just talk yourself up, and tear yourself down.
Nothing bad to say about my life. Again. Although i have to say i'm taking new routes on managing soe things in my life. Not necessarily good ones. I dyed my hair red, and it already needs to be dyed again. I'm scared its going to all fall out. Oh well. Summer in three days =) ( onto endless amounts of photos )
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| You have been followed |
[04 Apr 2007|07:44pm] |
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.
Things are going so great right now. Life couldn't be better. Well one thing, but i think it's going to happen. Atleast i hope. Spring break was amazing, and every single day i hungout with my best friend. Go see blades of glory, and go out and buy the academy is' new cd: santi! I went veg again. And my mom thinks i'm stupid for that. But i think she's stupid for not choosing that. Anyways pictures ( holllller. )
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| starting new; |
[17 Mar 2007|09:56pm] |
This is your fascination, inflammable exaggeration.
These past few weeks have been excellent. I'm with my bestfriend again. I'm signing up for new classes and starting my life. Well sortof. Next year i'll be a junior. It's so hard for me to say that to myself. Taste of chaos was so much fun. And it was amazing to see the used again. Honostly i don't know where i'd be without them. Enough rambling onto ( pictures. )
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